i remember

i remember

i remember when we first met
i remember when we first spoke
i remember when we first kissed
i remember the times we used to stay up all night on the phone
i remember when you were my boyfriend, and me your girlfriend
i remember not knowing what to do or how to act
i remember we were so young at the time
i remember when we began to talk again
i remember we departed our ways, but remained cordial
i remember we stopped talking, i think it was for something i did
i remember not really having that much feelings for you anymore
i remember we began to get closer though
i remember when that then evolved into a relationship
i remember those summer days
i remember when you took my innocence
i remember when i realized how much you actually meant to me
i remember when i found out you cheated on me
i remember how it feels to have a broken heart
i remember i said i hated you
i remember when i did not want you anymore
i remember when you apologized and asked me to forgive you
i remember i did not want to, but i did anyway
i remember when i first realized our relationship will never be the same
i remember our constant arguments, fights, and then love in the end
i remember that drastic process i undergone
i remember the first time i shed tears because of you
i remember when you said you do not want me with anyone else
i remember how my feelings for you evolve more and more
i remember when i told you i would always love you though
and no matter what happens between us, or where we may end up, i  want you to always remember that as well.