Grinding

Sometimes no one knows what I go through but myself. Not family, not my close friends... Just me. I'm sometimes too strong of a person to express my emotional side to others. I am currently in my last year as an undergrad student and the very last couple of weeks prior to my fall semester finals, I was soooo stressed. I didn't think I would be able to pull through or to even do good on my finals. Through the grace of Allah, I have not only excelled on my finals, but I have brought my GPA up, and these grades in particular are the best grades I have ever gotten since I entered college. I'm so proud of myself and I proved to myself that no matter what I may be going through and no matter what is bothering me, I have control of my own fate. With this said, I have made a drastic decision (I will not tell just yet) and if it goes through, this decision will be life changing for myself and for those I surround myself with. God is good mannnn