sometimes I wonder

sometimes I sit and wonder if I am doing something wrong or if I am the problem. But... as of lately, everything has been going well for me, so it can't be me. I had the courage to put all things aside, swallow my pride, bite my tongue, and I found that strength within myself and I went out and got things that I wanted. I did not care of the opinions of others or how I may be perceived, I only was worried about myself. Sometimes even family don't have your back as they are supposed to.