In My Thoughts...

I just came across something I wrote about a year or two ago regarding the relationship I have had, and have with my first love... Just reading it now just put me in my thoughts. it is crazy because even at this moment i still feel the same way. i have loved and i have lost but some part of me still manages to love and care for him.



Its kinda hard to put my thoughts together, but I'm gonna try to explain
I cant lie, i wont lie... I love him, I really do
One day I hope that we can look beyond all our issues and there would just be us two
One of the biggest fears i have is losing him
Losing our friendship, our relationship, losing what we have
One thing i know that i will never lose though is the love i have for him
We have been through it all
But, He was the only boy who really ever really had my heart and he always will no matter what.