My dear friend Omar

I am from a city where young people get killed nearly every day due to gun violence... And that brings me to this birthday love I am about to give:
This person here is my friend Omar. I am happy to say that he did not lose his life to the streets, nor to guns, or to violence. Omar was battling cancer, and if I may add he was very strong... TODAY is Omar's 21st birthday and unfortunately he is not here physically to celebrate it. Allah has relieved him from his pain and suffering. This is his second birthday not here, and I have noticed that I never really was worried or sad last year on his birthday nor am I sad this year. I am happy that I can be myself on your birthday because I know you would hate for me to be sad and crying on your day. I miss you soooo much Omar, and from time to time I do shed tears on your behalf because I remember when you were here and healthy and being the clown that you are lol. Happpppy birthday again OMAR <3